I have a conundrum. I have not posted anything for the whole of last month.
Why? I lack focus.
Why? So many things running in my mind.
Why? Because I can’t seem to STOP thinking.
Why? Because I need to complete them but I can’t seem to.
Why? Because I LACK FOCUS.
And so there lies my conundrum.
Let me tell you what are the things running in my mind. It’s not in a particular order and you know why..I don’t want to repeat myself.. 😛
What is happening to my country? What are the higher powers doing to stabilise the economy? Will the political situation be resolved soon? 2.6bil ringgit questions. I think everybody are equally thinking of this country and her problems. But I choose not to dwell on this further since its too mind-boggling. I will rather focus (or not!) on myself in the next points.
B) My Kids
I have to remember to pack Yashzna’s school bag, fill up her bottle, she has spelling on Tuesdays and ejaan on Wednesdays. She needs some brushing up on Maths and also her other subjects before her final year exam (preparing myself to be a kiasu mom next year). I have to also start teaching Eesen to write his alphabets although he has been writing the letter “A” on the walls for quite some time now. And how am I going to increase his appetite? He seems to be living on 3 mouths of rice at lunch, 2 feeds of milk and air.
C) My Hubby
Mental note: My trip with the hubs is this month to Krabi. Try not to sleep.
Ok, I admit. I employ a cleaner once a week for 4 hours to do the basic cleaning. Other chores list: Wash, dry and fold clothes, sweep, mop, cook, clean dishes, put back toys. Rinse and repeat all the above chores on every alternate day.
Mental note again: Remind my hubs to help with the gardening.
I started learning how to swim a month back and lets just say I’m no fish in water. I have to keep reminding myself to blow bubbles, kick in the water, make sure my shoulders are not stiff, my palms should be facing down not up. Oh wait..I have to remember I’m not a goldfish and not open my mouth unless I intend to swallow water.
F) My Fitness
I hardly exercise. Period.
G) My business
Got tons more stuff to do and very little time. (it’s an excuse, actually. I told you earlier I couldn’t focus).
But I did my profile shot. Do I look focused to you?
That sums up what’s running about in my head, there might be more but I’m not sure.
So, I’m ending this post now to go clear my head.